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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The ship between Jin Zixuan and Jiang Yanli is yuri. To me.#That whole tearful public confession? The way he immediately runs off? Yuriful.#Everyone going 'oh my god what' and 'hey why are you running off???' makes this chaotic scene even funnier.#He's going to just hide behind a tree a few meters away. They can still see his little hat poking out as he cries.#If I was JYL I would have started biting someone.#What do you *mean* the guy you once had feelings for but treated you poorly now says he likes you? What do you do with that information?#Is it character development? Is it worth letting your heart open up again? Is it a mistake to be vulnerable like that?#Not enough credit is given to the internal torment of shijie.#It really does feel like your world is spinning around when someone you did not expect to confess *does*.#This guy has a LOT to make up for though. I wouldn't take him back but I'm also too rational for my own good at times.
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"Yeah, but we talked about it and I didn’t want it." "Why not?" "Because it scared me."
#critical role#ygifs#cr3#fearne#she got me fucked up#her leaving her treasured cherished postcards at the altar of the raven queen where so many memories are left#leaving the one thing that had been her lifeline and her hope. the most important thing to her and she leaves them behind#because they weren't what she thought they were.#her innocence growing into sadness and that's the reason why she feared the dark versions of herself#because she was sad and angry and alone#this faun wearing her heart on her sleeve and running from what hurts her and it's just. ms johnson i'm#''do you think it’s the world changing you or do you think it’s you changing in the world?'' ''yes.'' girl i'm on my knees#I couldn't be more grateful fearne continued from exu this growth hurts so so so good I'd die for her#fearne angry? delicious. fearne sad? delicious. fearne tits? del-#fearne this episode you can really taste the If I'm Not Pleasing People It's My Fault When They Leave and it bit me
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gonna be so real i miss the sewer dinosaurs
#was liveblogging direct to miffy most of the afternoon so i am behind on my continual venomposting. i'll catch up on it. maybe.#but i'm in the absolute carnage run now 👍 quick sidetrack#hate when they do that to be honest i want to be able to open a comic and just click through...#they hate me and they want to send me on scavenger hunts to read comics every day of my life...#venomposting#venom#absolute carnage
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Color Fall 2023 - #3
That scene in the Temple of Darkness where Red and Blue are too wrapped up in their argument to notice the Big Poe always amuses me xD So... this is that, but with Pokemon!
Also, my piece for FS Fright Fight week two: hoax vs haunted
#fsff23#four swords#pokemon#red link#blue link#big poe#luxio#ribombee#haunter#not sure why this is the idea that kept coming to mind when I tried to think of something for this prompt#maybe because ''haunted'' = ''haunter''?#I had hoped to write a ficlet for this week too but I started falling behind and running out of time#even as it is I'm cutting it close ^^;;#but hey it's still Saturday in some places!!#my art#fanart
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I had this AU archived off my accounts for a few years, but I'm thinking about it a lot more these days so I'm digging it up for sketches.
This is Kudari from Codebreaker, functionally the starting antagonist for the story when Emmet accidentally collides with him and takes parts of his body.
For a little debrief, the main idea of Codebreaker is that Emmet discovers that he exists in a false reality, and that there is a parallel plane where all of the instructions for his reality exist. He finds his way to this plane by accident after walking back from another lonely day at work, and is hellbent on learning how to manipulate it in the hopes that he can recover Ingo with that knowledge. Kudari is his own set of instructions, who he partly dismantles, allowing him to actually interact with the code. This leaves a hollowed out shell that starts trying to find his own way to get his body back from Emmet.
I'd been thinking about the Beta Submas leaks which lead me to sketching him again. Here's the first rough warmup sketch I did with a fight between him and Emmet.
From there I just started reworking his old design to be worse 💀
Let me know if you guys want more of this freak, he's honestly really fun to sketch.
#submas#submas au#au#emmet#subway master emmet#emmet pokemon#kudari#tw body horror#The armband says“ 駅長”‚ Station Master#If you're wondering about the ribs and spine‚ when Emmet first ran into Kudari it initiated a battle that he couldn't fight in#his pokeballs went dead and the mechanism couldn't open‚ and since Kudari was only speaking the scripted lines and not acknowledging him#he panicked and hit him across the face to disengage#When he fell motionless to the floor‚ he went to go check his vitals/run cpr but every touch was making him dissolve so he freaked out#and ran out of the subway‚ leaving Kudari without a good chunk of his body#Since his instructions were scrambled‚ Emmet gained the ability to see and modify code using Kudari's eyes and mouth#Kudari gained free will‚ no longer having every action decided for him‚ which was immediately exercised to hunt down Emmet for his body#There's more but if it wasn't apparent I'm not a fan of talking about this story 💀 it had several comics and information posts planned#but none were released after the initial 2. There's more rat lore behind why I shut it down but maybe another time#If you want to see this AU‚ the old posts are available on instagram. It's outdated and not great‚ but it can give some background
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I think I might have a fear of characters without facial features is that a thing? But Dial art! How I view him
#tw eyestrain#artwork#art#tpoh fanart#tpoh dial#dont let his very trustworthy appearance fool you he is actually evil#dont worry guys i got this runs into. a sleep deprivation#heeeees right behind me isnt he....??#does this classify as horror? I think I'm getting sidetracked with these tags#shout out to my dad#no particular reason#ok goodnight
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KakaIru + Those Four Guys From Naruto
I'll assume you've seen the original versions with the canon couples. (I'd link it but have no idea what the OG really is). Now it's the gae version.
#kakairu#koteizu#Genrai#Naruto#Those two guys from Naruto#those two guys from naruto but it's not those two guys#genma shiranui#namiashi raidou#hagane kotetsu#izumo kamizuki#the funniest bit of this is that izumo's screencap isn't edited. Demon Possessed Izumo canon#Also funny that literally 2 seconds after that he's already putting his anger behind because he had a DUO battle tactic idea#Izumo: *is ready to falcon punch Kotetsu into another dimension after embarrassing him in front of 2 ANBU jonin*#Also Izumo: *includes his buddy his friend his sun and stars into his tactic ideas regardless because Friendship Means Friend*#Izumo is the embodiment of 'Just because I'm mad at you doesn't mean I stopped caring'#Also Izumo is currently on duty in that scene + dealing with Ko's lazy ass + just embarrassed himself in front of 2 respected jonin ->#and STILL had an idea for a killer top tier tactic right there. Brilliant baby. Smart boi. Intelligent cutie. Creative little muffin. I lov#Also this is in no way a diss to iruka. Iruka bby. Iruka my boy. Iruka my heart & soul since naruto 1st aired. i love u bby.#Kotetsu in canon: Wants to fight Izumo. Kotetsu as soon as Izumo wants to fight: NOPE *runs*#also gonna post the not gay version for the non shipper side of fandom. Not like I have more than 4 followers but in case it makes it out#It's just. I've seen The 4 Guys being shipped in PLENTY KakaIru fics. So I assumed someone might enjoy this lmao#also because i ship these 3. Everything gay I ship. I love me some non toxic masculine intimate friendship but I also love my gay sorry
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just want to give a little heads up, but i'm going to be away for several days until tuesday next week! heading on an international trip for family obligations and will likely have little to no internet access!
i have a few things in the queue (gifts mostly) but won't be around to respond to new posts, dms, asks, etc, until i get back.
take care, see you on the flipside!
#starstruck dee#my art#starflungs personal tag#unlike starstruck-- as much as i love the sky-- i am terrified of flying *in planes*. i know all the tricks and have done all the therapy#i remain mortally and irrationally terrified of flying in planes. i can barely eat knowing i have to go on one soon.#i've also been quite running behind on socmed as a whole (due to this looming terror). i hope to catch up when i get back.#if i've missed a piece of yours lately i'm sorry!
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honestly WHAT game the splatoon devs the idea for the flyfish. whaf kind of game design decision is it to have an that can one-shot you from anywhere on the map, and will attempt this four times in quick succession every ten seconds, on two people, and even if the missiles miss they have a splash radius that deals damage to you and, need i remind you, this happens four times in quick succession, so you can dodge all four of them and still die, and also you can only kill it with bombs, and also you need two of them, and also you need to land them in little baskets on their sides, and also this can only be done WHILE THE FLYFISH IS FIRING, AND THERE CAN BE THREE OF THEM AT A TIME, AND DID I MENTION THEY CAN INSTAKILL YOU FROM ANYWHERE ON THE MAP
#honestly flyfish are so ridiculous they deserve to be a special round like grillers#splatoon#salmon run#i'm not salty btw i'm not playing salmon run right now. i just remembered how BAFFLING the game design behind these things is
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he’s so endearing to me you don’t even understand
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#that pesky little strand of hair compromising his mr snarl facade#and he itches it so very delicately 🥺#yes i'm aware i sound insane but also i run a milex tumblr blog literally what else do you expect#anway#that's my contribution for the evening#i'm off to (hopefully) make some headway with my latest chapter of four walls so i can get it posted soon!#also sorry i'm aware i'm a little behind on messages and answering asks rn but i'm staying with family so life is a little full on!#i promise i'll get to everything as soon as i can 🫶#💖💖💖#alex turner#arctic monkeys#my gifs#lulu posts
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" Take heart, victory will be ours. "
Day 3 of @essthereal's 850+ editing event . . . a character with your MBTI type OR a character that shares your birthday
f2u with credit! :D
#( ✩﹐edits )#genshin impact#kokomi#sangonomiya kokomi#rentry graphics#kokomi rentry graphics#essie850#aaaaaaaaa i'm running out of creative juices FAST#i really need to find a better way to display my graphics. or my blog as a whole tbh.#layout suggestions...do they exist???#oh and i'm running behind on the event help#gotta get back to work!!
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Breaking Bread, and Spilling Soup.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The amount of times I had to double check my spelling for Jin Zixuan...#Why does he have to have a cousin who's name is just one letter off...why...#I originally wrote out WWX asking for an update on his sister more explicitly - however even the Audio Drama has LWJ pick up#on the fact WWX wants to hear news about how JYL is doing. Though I'm certain he knows how much it will sting.#This might be official somewhere - but I personally believe that LWJ made the stop in Yiling to run into WWX to share the news.#Three days feels like a remarkable short time to tell someone about a wedding...though I imagine this wasn't LWJ's first attempt.#Maybe he delayed because he felt like it was not his news to share. Maybe he tried for weeks to find him.#Regardless...ouchie! A fun reminder that Jiang Yanli still means a lot to WWX even if he did cut ties with Yunmeng Jiang.#How many stabs to the heart did this feel like? To not be invited at all? To know she's marrying someone you fear will treat her poorly?#To know that the world and people you left behind haven't stayed stagnent. That they are moving on and moving away from you?#It never feels good to be left behind. Even when we burn the bridges with our own hands.
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Ian and the twice-divorced gray-eyesed rift Ian from the first chapter of @reblogincarnation-blues's fic!
anyways the closest experience I've had to the the feeling of reading the second chapter is taking my roommate to the ER for four hours for suspected appendicitis only to come back with a UTI diagnosis and an antibiotic prescription. and it breaks your one year streak of roommates getting appendicitis. in a good way.
#he looks like a lesbian clown#i know he wasn't married but#every time i referred to him in my head#he's twice divorced to me#if anyone disagrees i'll divorce him a third time#ian beale#transcendence au#reincarnation blues#gravity falls au#tau art#i've had this done for a while just posting this now#anyways I have officially run out of buffer#:(#no more finished pieces for a damn while probably#i'll hopefully have doodles and wips to pad out the time#eggsistential is cooking something#i'm going insane#oouuuuaggghhh#the burnout is looming#going to be forced to take a break second week of July#and I NEED to be able to pick it up after#biggest fear as always is giving up#it's been just over a week of working on this#and I'm two days behind schedule already#gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#if you made it this far in my tag rant#i owe you a cookie#my art#digital art#fan art
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robin's position in the Family is so interesting to me
she seems to kind of be representing the family publically through her career, and yet she holds basically no direct political power in penacony. she was raised by the oak family but only sunday was fully informed about the stuff going on internally. the line in the 2.3 quest that she is "as good as her brother" (or something similar) implies that the high-ranking family members didn't really value her all that much prior to the trailblaze mission's events
but she is so recognizable and such a big public figure that she still generates penacony good publicity and exposure, which, for the family, means more profit and an easier time covering up their asses about any corruption happening behind the scenes. and that makes her very valuable in the family.
and for that reason, I feel like robin being this shining beacon of harmony was also very appreciated by followers of the order because of her personal connection to both gopher wood and sunday, who were both very involved with all that. and in a way she just increases their trustworthiness by simply existing
her having no political power and limited information also works to prevent her from distancing herself from the family because of its corruption. she would not stand for things like the order, so the only way to keep her involved is to just not tell her shit
basically my point is that robin and sunday were both kind of taken advantage of by the family and raised to be their figureheads
and it's really interesting to think about
#this might be a reach so i'm putting this in the tags#but it kinda reminds me of how in cutscenes and stuff robin is always standing in the front and in the light#and sunday is kind of shrouded in shadows in the back#like robin is a very public figure who is always in the spotlight but is also not very in on the family's weird internal antics#and sunday is running the whole circus from the background and is/was an important person both in the family in general#and among the order's followers#so he is in the shadow to represent him being very involved with the stuff behind the scenes#in a way#honkai star rail#robin hsr#hsr robin#hsr spoilers
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So, Oshi no Ko's ending... (spoilers, obviously)
What a fucking mess. How did we get here? How did we get from starting with such a high peak of storytelling and drop all the way down to hell?
I'm going to preface this by saying... regardless of how awful the ending is, Oshi no Ko will always hold a place in my heart. Hell, one look at my screen name should let at least some people know that bad endings have never been able to rid me of whatever brainworms I've accumulated for a series, and it certainly won't start now.
(CW: SUICIDE MENTIONS)
A certain someone infecting me with Ai Hoshino brainworms is also part of why. For better or worse, my hyperfixation with Oshi no Ko is set to last for a long while yet, even after it's ending.
So where to start in talking about this ending... well, let's start with the biggest thing. This is single handedly the most mind-boggling, absurd ending I have ever read, for all of the worst reasons.
Oshi no Ko, as a whole, has never exactly been subtle about its messages. The cruelty of the idol industry, of the entertainment industry as a whole. The self-destructive nature of revenge. Finding reasons to live for yourself, finding your own happiness... happiness for oneself. It was heavy-handed with these messages, and it's important that it was. Aka Akasaka seemed like an author who would not shy away from writing these criticisms, who had their main messages down pat, even if at times things got... questionable.
(Just look at the side materials that we got for Oshi no Ko. Things like Viewpoint B. Everything, if nothing else, remained at least somewhat consistent to what the story was trying to convey).
And yet somehow, for reasons I cannot begin to understand... at the end of Oshi no Ko, Aka spat on every single message his work has ever had.
Aquamarine Hoshino, a traumatized boy who views his life as worthless, ready to give it up and sacrifice himself if it means succeeding in his revenge, who has said outright that that he intends to die after his revenge is over... is faced with a chance for a new beginning, a chance for love, given a chance to life a life of real, genuine happiness... faced with SO MANY people who love him and want him in their lives...! And he chooses to die anyways, taking his father with him to the ocean depths in a murder suicide, all so that his sister wouldn't have to live with the stigma of having a murderer for a brother. Something he does without hesitation, because everyone will move on from him eventually.
And Ruby... oh Ruby. Oh how they character assassinated you... faced with the crying face of her own mother in her reflection, she conveyed the truth... the truth that Ai was always just an ordinary girl, an ordinary girl who had her real self beaten down by the desires of people, turned into a perfect and pure commodity, all for the ugly desires of the people... who was then KILLED for failing to live up to those desires... what does Ruby do?
She choses to surpass her mother as an idol... because sure, Ai may not have been perfect, but she won't be like Ai! She'll be her own idol! An even better idol!
And so she does. She effectively becomes Ai 2.0. Ai without all of those complicated hidden feelings, Ai but she really is pure this time.
And in the wake of her brother's death... Ai but without any happiness of her own. Without any happiness outside of her singular, sole purpose. Having lost everything that she held dear, she now truly is the Perfect Idol, and nothing else. A monument of praise towards the Idol Industry.
...Everything this manga had been building up to. Building up to convincing Aqua that he deserves happiness... hell, Ai's one and only wish, for her babies to grow up healthy, for them to be happy. Building up to Ruby finding her own happiness, finding her own real reason to be an idol.
With an ending that Aka has confirmed is what he'd wanted the entire time... everything is flushed down the proverbial toilet, never to be seen again.
Aqua dies pointlessly and in a way that goes against every message we've ever had concerning living for yourself. Hikaru never had nearly enough screentime, let alone an arc, to justify being irredeemably evil and needing to be killed. Kana never gets to confess her feelings, Ruby's feelings go forever unaddressed, Akane serves fundamentally no purpose, Ai's wishes go almost completely unfulfilled, and Ruby becomes a shell of herself with being an idol now the only thing she has... and yet all of this is framed as a good ending.
The idea that this is in any way a good ending is... completely baffling to me. I cannot understand what is going through Aka Akasaka's head. Not only is this narratively the worst possible ending, but even the ending itself feels so hollow... rushed, as though none of it really meant anything, least of all Aqua's death. All but proving him right.
His death, his sacrifice, his suicide was worth it. Because despite how many people were hurt by his passing, in the end, they all moved on just like he expected.
(WHICH, LET ME JUST SAY, IS AN EXTREMELY POOR, RECKLESS, AND IRRESPONSIBLE MESSAGE TO BE WRITING ABOUT FUCKING SUICIDE. ESPECIALLY TO A COUNTRY LIKE JAPAN, WHERE SUICIDE RATES FOR YOUNG PEOPLE ARE PAINFULLY HIGH!! IT WAS ONLY WHAT, 20-SOMETHING CHAPTERS AGO WHERE YOU HAD THE LITERAL MANGAKAS IN THE STORY GO ON FOR A WHOLE CHAPTER ABOUT HOW THEIR WRITING HAS AN INFLUENCE ON PEOPLE'S LIVES, HOW THEY HAVE TO BE READY TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR WHAT THEY WRITE, AND YOU WROTE AN ENDING THAT GLORIFIES A CHARACTER'S SUICIDE!? SAYING THAT ITS OKAY HE DIED BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS STRONG AND EVENTUALLY GOT OVER IT!?? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME—)
Sighs...
Ultimately, in the end, this ending was an utter mess of an execution. Ideas that Aka was clearly too committed to, never once seeing how fucked it was, and never changing course.
And honestly? The fact that he wrote such good shit before this, wrote what I would even describe as masterpieces... only serves to make this ending hurt that much more.
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#oshi no ko manga#spoilers#suicide cw#oshi no ko ending#oshi no ko ending spoilers#aqua hoshino#aquamarine hoshino#hoshino aqua#hoshino ai#ai hoshino#ruby hoshino#hoshino ruby#akane kurokawa#kurokawa akane#oshi no posting#onk spoilers#oshi no spoilers#god again im in this shit for the long run but like#im not reading anything else aka writes again#it may not have been bad enough to clear out my brainworms but it was bad enough to soil my opinion of aka as a writer#like i'd love to believe that there was shit going on behind the scenes but#hes also stating that this ending is exactly as he envisioned it#and considering how much Mephisto and Burning are turning out to reference this ending? i'm inclined to believe it
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Descriptions and metaphors I haven’t been able to use while writing stories set in Ancient Greece:
anything related to clocks ("tick of time", "like clockwork") or smaller units of time (minutes and seconds)
anything related to gunpowder ("exploded", "cannoned")
machine-related terms ("motored", "pistoned", "windmilled", "[do something] mechanically")
electronic terms ("flipped a switch", "closed the circuit", "picked up the signal")
sneakily anachronistic idioms ("called their bluff", "show their hand")
the concept of adrenaline (and cousins dopamine and serotonin)
any reference to the brain being the source of intellect
so many medical/anatomical concepts — air can be breathed into the chest, but nothing about oxygen in the blood, energy in the blood, blood cells, etc
L-shaped, U-shaped — no such letters by those names in the Greek alphabet
I'm sure I've let plenty of anachronisms slip into what I've written for the AC: Odyssey fandom over the years, but I've tried my best to honor the time period. Every description and metaphor in fiction comes from the POV character (or omniscient narrator), and the words on the page should only be things they would know. (Maybe one day I'll write a little essay about third person limited/close POV and all the ways I adore it.)
That said, AC: Odyssey has a few temporal slip-ups of its own. My favorite is characters saying "okay"—and I'm eternally grateful for that because it means I can use it in my stories guilt-free.
Anyway, it's fun to ride the line between authenticity and pedantry.
#on the plus side‚ this helps keep clichés out of my writing#yes we could get super nitpicky#given that i'm writing in english which is a mutt language#whose primary corpus is less than a thousand years old#but that's the challenge all historical fiction writers face#can you tell i've been keeping a running list of this stuff?#it's fun#(until it's not)#writer problems#ac odyssey#behind the scenes
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